The Last Stand

+What was the saying again? "good always triumph over evil" will be proven once and for all...soon. The eternal war between good and evil, have involved the mortals over the centuries and Lately, i have been called upon by the valiant knights who have fought and protected mankind to aid them. All that i have been told was that it was of fatal importance that every man who can wield a sword join the battle. I was not alone there, in fact, alot of young men took up swords, despite the small number, we were our last hope. The ones incapable however took refuge at the last stronghold in the world since the devil walked the earth. Weeks have passed since then, seas of blood and tears have been shed, and the devil is stronger than ever. It has now come to us that we have a day until doom befalls us and we would have to take the last stand to protect our kind. There i was, brandishing my blade, strapping on armour, and so as the rest of the battalion in our preperation for our last stand against the devil himself.

+The Final hour is almost gone, the sky darkens, storms start stirring, the earth shakes with each marching step of the devil's army. Far beyond the stronghold walls, i could see a massive swarm of hell spawns, led by a huge monster with gigantic horns, the devil himself. The earthquakes adds anxiety to our already trembling body. None of us, expects to live to tell the tale yet We bidded farewell to everyone before marching out of the stronghold up to a distance from the devil's army and stalled. Our leader, a fearless white knight, walks up to the front. "Men, this is it! we are the last stand against the devil, have faith in yourselves, have faith that the angels will finally descend and aid us. Prove yourselves worthy to mankind! Warriors, draw your weapons! This shall be the day we prove that good always triumph over evil!!". We hailed our hearts out, he lept forward, leading the battalion towards the dark army.

Wednesday

+*4:15AM* Yet another sleepness night.. spent a whole 20mins trying to give this post a title and ended up with what it is now. Wednesday wasnt so bad, technically, today is Thursday already, but i had some fun yesterday. The SAM students organized a BBQ session since this is our only free time, not free exactly, its our "study week" which = to "no classes". (No pics, bad lighting :/) anyway, during the bbq, someone, i forgot who, kok jun i think, came up with the paintballing topic. I totally forgot how the conversations lead to that but spontaneously, those who were interested, decided to go paintballing later today lol, (1 thing to do off the list*) the extreme park we are going to hit is at PortDickson since its at these times we should have activities as everyone will be headed to their seperate directions. For me, im leaving Inti for sure and enrolling at a uni near my place hopefully but i digress. After bbq we went for pool (Did an awesome Jump shot-holed black ball and owned Lee XD, he was speechless) and bounced off to Smokeez (bar nearby). Had a Bailey's and headed back to hostel to watch "DogHouse" the title dont really fit the movie but its an overall gory and thrilling and funny movie, in fact, one of the best i've watched this year. Well here i am now ending this post. *4:32AM*

Empty Blabbering

+SIGH... The digital clock on the top of the desk glows with these figures *2:54AM*, the room is as cold as ice, well at least thats what i feel, its dimly lit atmosphere bears an uncanny resemblance to the atmosphere in a horror movie. Another huge SIGH from me again.. Have been facing the stack of dead, binded texts, titled; "Psychology" for the whole day. Plus, having a disturbed circadian rythym isn't going to be in my favor facing the Public exam coming up in less than 2 weeks. #3rd and final enormous SIGHHH.....

+Time doesnt fly, Time freakin warps lol it's almost the end of my SAM program and i do not have high hopes in getting rainbow coloured results. It is even harder to do so knowing that better scores will result in higher expectations in the near future. I honestly do not do well under pressure even if i could handle it. This is me and this fact about me cant be changed. I choose to not do well, not that i couldnt, despite all the burden i can lift off my parents through the scholarships, i inevidently chose a normal life, im sorry. I digress.

+Would you believe me if i told you that i am capable of robbing any banks in Malaysia? :) I wouldnt wanna tell you that or the cops will bust down my hostel door in the middle of the night. Take Die Hard and The Taking of Pelham123 as examples. Even the US security can be compromised, im sure its not going to be hard here ;) I could do it with just proprietary communication systems. I would dearly wanna discuss this matter here but i dont think its appropriate to do so here : X I digress.

+I feel like singing. I feel like dancing. I feel like cooking. I feel like expressing love. I feel like rock climbing. I feel like paintballing. I feel like driving. I feel like sky diving. I feel like bungee jumping. I feel like travelling the world. I feel like being in a room full of zombies with a chainsaw. and the list goes on.. so many things to be done, so little time in a life to do so (except the zombie part, that would be awesome but..)... All kinds of thoughts racing in my head, so confused and at a loss of direction, is it the hormones? damn, hows can a person stop thinking unless dead? There are just so many things in my poor brain i cannot focus. These thoughts sometimes take a life on their own and loves to distract me.

+thats it for now i guess, im just so bored and i cant sleep, appetite's not so well. Bottomline is, i feel like shit. Im out........*3:36AM*

Undecided

+Recently decided to replace my K800i with a more functional and more organizeable device. I chose to have a keyboard for easy input when editing documents and web browsing and have finally came down to these two models. What i like about the TouchPro is the aesthetics, as in the desigh of the device both hardware and software while i like the Experia's larger screen. The Experia obviously has a larger volume but the its reasonably low price would put up to that. Both device has almost identical hardware in terms of the proccessor and memory and also sports a Windows Mobile operating system, both cameras are 3.2mp and supports all forms of connectivity (Wifi, Bluetooth, Gps).

+So, if you were to choose, which one would it be? Comments please >.< hmm...

What i've Been Up to (Updated)

Phone: Glofiish X610

+Have been doing some experimentations with the Windows Mobile operating system devices and managed to get an unreleased WM build on the phone with improved functionality, speed and aesthetics.

Of Ambitions

+There i was in Legal class, during the middle of discussion on criminal and civil laws that something struck me so hard i fell into my abyss of thoughts.. what struck me was my classmates, they all seemed… to have aims/ambitions and i could tell quite a handful have already decided to be lawyers later on. It was at this moment the question i have been trying to answer for some very long time, flashed in front of me.. “what are you going to be in the future?”… This is yet to be answered and will stay that way for now.

I did already and am still putting much thought on this matter but to no avail. There is a common saying that fate will bring you to your answers, or what you will be, will be. I find this hard to be accepted as it conflicts with what i believe, that we all have choices and its the choices which will drive us to out destination, correct choices of course but the problem just isn’t there… I have no aim… or at least i had, until the process of growth came and squashed my dreams. What i meant was i used to dream to be a scientist someday and invent all kinds of technology but while i was growing, i learnt that most of those dreamy inventions are relatively impossible. Despite all that, i have also tried to imagine myself as every single ambition in this material world but none, none from those occupations were able to spark the fiery passion in me…

I really envy those people with aims and people who has their lives already planned out or maybe roughly. I guess i have no choice but to hop on the train of fate. Take me somewhere where i’ll be of great use will you?

Union Day~

+ 09.09.09 is a day where many individuals have decided to be unified with their soulmates once and for all or so i hope, through marriages from all kinds of sizes and themes. With this, i have taken the initiative to present something to celebrate this 'once in a lifetime' day so that i have AT LEAST done something and not let this graceful day go to waste...

*Click to view*
This is not the best ive done but i did try~! enjoy
If you cannot open it, right click on the image and save is then view ;)

~19.8.09~

I believe in Magic~

+ Well not magic exactly but more to the supernatural a.k.a. extraordinary kinda thing. I have always been interested in the otherworldly field, they are mysterious and most importantly unexplainable, which is why it is so interesting. With this, i started a research on the paranormal fot both self and a report for an assignment. Throughout the research, i stumbled upon a web address which contains alot of books- ancient books as well- that were written by the ancestors mostly on spells and charms, demons and angels, black magic, and the like.

Reading through the ancient texts which were translated from latin to day english, i came across a little charm which is said to protect us from negative energies- out of pure curiosity and boredom, i put it to the test. To make it work, i am suppossed to write down a series of simbols and a sentence in black in latin on a piece of white paper and bring with me where ever i go. I did as instructed and guess what? it didnt turned out to be as a protection (or as far as im aware). However, something else happened. I started to have a lucky streak where once in a while, i would catch sight of money bills on the floor. At times, if im lucky, the most i picked up was a rm10, least was a rm1 note. Call it luck or whatever you want but Casey, as well as Daryl, who are both working with me at the moment have witnessed the paranormal phenomena. In just this week itself i have already picked up a total of rm15. Now heres my theory for this phenomena, the symbols and wordings kinda act like am amplifier for needs and turns them into reality which we usually call it materializing.

For now, i am still putting in variables to prove the theory, the tests continues.....