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15/5/2010

+M.A.D. Hari Belia @ Putrajaya

+Research002 Documentation

13/5/2010,

Stumbled upon the infinite potential and origins of water through Masaru Emoto and Stephan A. Swhartz by reading and listening. Found out that molecular bonds of h2o can be easily altered through various methods to promote certain "effect" after consumption. Details in bookmarks. Started an experiment, full details noted in mind.

14/5/2010,

1st day of experiment,

"i feel lighter and more at ease, also more energetic, however, there were no anomalies as of yet except experiencing pain in the left (exp)arm, might be strained during practice"

note: pay attention to subtleties and surrounding, diagnose self throughout the day

15/5/2010,

2nd day of experiment,

"There were unintended distractions today due to lack of sleep ad the weather so data collected might need adjustments, however, noticeable decreases in mood fluctuations, in fact, i feel great. Pain in left (exp) arm still present. Also, i was unaffected by the virus from peers, experimental method might promote immunity. Possibly affect peers through physical contact of altered medium"

note: Observations continues

16/5/2010,

3rd day of experiment,

"Minimum contact with another living being. Stable to no emotions. Strain in arm still exist but going away rapidly, considered irrelevant from now on. Stable emotions might be one effect of experimental method most probably by balancing bodily chemicals."

note: Observations continues

17/5/2010,

4th day of experiment,

"Rashes appeared on hip areas, might be caused by friction from clothing against skin(jeans). Considerably increased tolerance against anger and frustrations. Failure to perform in class, due to disturbed sleeping cycle."

note: Observations continues for 2 more days

18/5/2010,

5th day of experiment,

"Nothing significant in particular, rashes gone and can be ruled out. Though accidental removal of experimental method during shower did cause a flux, this may show that the method have immediate effect."

note: Observations extended.

19/5/2010,

6th day of experiment,

"Also, nothing significant to be noted, no stress surfaced but nervousness caused by the performance."

*EXPERIMENT IS NOW AT A NEW PHASE*

Will not be logged here now onwards due to privacy concerns

12/5/2010

I Can't

+ I can't JUST be friends with you. I'll be lying to myself and to you if i said so. I can't pretend i dont know you, i DO know you, it's a fact, can't change that. If i said i'm okay and lets be friends, it'd be a flat out LIE, im not saying i'd rather not hang out but every time we do, i'd want more so cant you see how inauthentic it would be. It wouldn't work for me, the friendship will never work. I can't JUST be friends with you, i like you too much.. take your time, do your thing, i'll be right here in this spot.

All because of you, I haven't slept in so long,

When i do i dream, of drowning in the ocean,

Longing for a shore where i can lay my head down,

I'll follow your voice, all you have to do is shout it out!

6/5/2010

+ Heres an interesting metaphor. Some humans are easily affected by emotions or energies around them much identical to sponges, which soaks up water around it very easily. Sponges will not stop absorbing until it fills itself up and waits to be squeezed to release the water. In the human case, emotions are passively absorbed from surroundings no matter positive or negative ones until he or she is stressed out and a great big tight hug would logically squeeze away the stress. Sponges cant live without water too, it needs to be soaked once in awhile, because if you leave a sponge out to dry, it will harden and fall apart, now, need i explain more? =0

I must admit i am the very type of a spongy person and it gets really annoying. One bad thing about sponges is that they take in and never let out OR LET GO without force (of course forcing is rarely a good thing) When you are one of my kind, you have to learn to let go.. IMAGINE you are a dove (or any other bird of preference, chicken perhaps? haha) Birds as we all know are light, winged animals that do not fly in bad weather. Imagine yourself looking at your wings and realize all the heavy "packages/burden" you are carrying. You try to flap your wings but you cant gain some air. You try again but to no avail, your out of breath. You LET GO of your packages and try it again. This time, your body lifts with 2 flaps and you flew.

Now, the bottomline is that you will not soar the skies if you have heavy burdens anchoring you down and in most cases, these burdens are created by not learning to LET GO of things.. Hope i helped in some way... Love, Alvin Lee.

3/5/2010

+The Library: Got Talent or Not?

30/4/2010

+As much as i hate it, thats how it is gonna be...

22/4/2010