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2011-05-25T21:45:00.001-07:00

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15/5/2010

2010-05-15T06:44:00.001-07:00

+M.A.D. Hari Belia @ Putrajaya

+Research002 Documentation

2010-05-14T11:07:00.000-07:00

13/5/2010,

Stumbled upon the infinite potential and origins of water through Masaru Emoto and Stephan A. Swhartz by reading and listening. Found out that molecular bonds of h2o can be easily altered through various methods to promote certain "effect" after consumption. Details in bookmarks. Started an experiment, full details noted in mind.

14/5/2010,

1st day of experiment,

"i feel lighter and more at ease, also more energetic, however, there were no anomalies as of yet except experiencing pain in the left (exp)arm, might be strained during practice"

note: pay attention to subtleties and surrounding, diagnose self throughout the day

15/5/2010,

2nd day of experiment,

"There were unintended distractions today due to lack of sleep ad the weather so data collected might need adjustments, however, noticeable decreases in mood fluctuations, in fact, i feel great. Pain in left (exp) arm still present. Also, i was unaffected by the virus from peers, experimental method might promote immunity. Possibly affect peers through physical contact of altered medium"

note: Observations continues

16/5/2010,

3rd day of experiment,

"Minimum contact with another living being. Stable to no emotions. Strain in arm still exist but going away rapidly, considered irrelevant from now on. Stable emotions might be one effect of experimental method most probably by balancing bodily chemicals."

note: Observations continues

17/5/2010,

4th day of experiment,

"Rashes appeared on hip areas, might be caused by friction from clothing against skin(jeans). Considerably increased tolerance against anger and frustrations. Failure to perform in class, due to disturbed sleeping cycle."

note: Observations continues for 2 more days

18/5/2010,

5th day of experiment,

"Nothing significant in particular, rashes gone and can be ruled out. Though accidental removal of experimental method during shower did cause a flux, this may show that the method have immediate effect."

note: Observations extended.

19/5/2010,

6th day of experiment,

"Also, nothing significant to be noted, no stress surfaced but nervousness caused by the performance."

*EXPERIMENT IS NOW AT A NEW PHASE*

Will not be logged here now onwards due to privacy concerns

12/5/2010

2010-05-11T09:25:00.000-07:00

I Can't

2010-05-11T03:58:00.000-07:00

+ I can't JUST be friends with you. I'll be lying to myself and to you if i said so. I can't pretend i dont know you, i DO know you, it's a fact, can't change that. If i said i'm okay and lets be friends, it'd be a flat out LIE, im not saying i'd rather not hang out but every time we do, i'd want more so cant you see how inauthentic it would be. It wouldn't work for me, the friendship will never work. I can't JUST be friends with you, i like you too much.. take your time, do your thing, i'll be right here in this spot.

All because of you, I haven't slept in so long,

When i do i dream, of drowning in the ocean,

Longing for a shore where i can lay my head down,

I'll follow your voice, all you have to do is shout it out!

6/5/2010

2010-05-06T07:59:00.000-07:00

+ Heres an interesting metaphor. Some humans are easily affected by emotions or energies around them much identical to sponges, which soaks up water around it very easily. Sponges will not stop absorbing until it fills itself up and waits to be squeezed to release the water. In the human case, emotions are passively absorbed from surroundings no matter positive or negative ones until he or she is stressed out and a great big tight hug would logically squeeze away the stress. Sponges cant live without water too, it needs to be soaked once in awhile, because if you leave a sponge out to dry, it will harden and fall apart, now, need i explain more? =0

I must admit i am the very type of a spongy person and it gets really annoying. One bad thing about sponges is that they take in and never let out OR LET GO without force (of course forcing is rarely a good thing) When you are one of my kind, you have to learn to let go.. IMAGINE you are a dove (or any other bird of preference, chicken perhaps? haha) Birds as we all know are light, winged animals that do not fly in bad weather. Imagine yourself looking at your wings and realize all the heavy "packages/burden" you are carrying. You try to flap your wings but you cant gain some air. You try again but to no avail, your out of breath. You LET GO of your packages and try it again. This time, your body lifts with 2 flaps and you flew.

Now, the bottomline is that you will not soar the skies if you have heavy burdens anchoring you down and in most cases, these burdens are created by not learning to LET GO of things.. Hope i helped in some way... Love, Alvin Lee.

3/5/2010

2010-05-02T09:28:00.000-07:00

+The Library: Got Talent or Not?

30/4/2010

2010-04-30T01:31:00.001-07:00

+As much as i hate it, thats how it is gonna be...

22/4/2010

2010-04-22T08:25:00.000-07:00

18/4/2010

2010-04-17T21:34:00.000-07:00

+ Film and Arts appreciation, last paper tomorrow morning and have been going through the notes since 9 in the morning, took some time off to read on other stuffs, check on some people and it got me thinking about some issues.. This week had been.. hmm.. very dramatic?despite the finals.. too dramatic actually and too emotional for quite a few people including yours truly. I must say, i have never gone through or witness such dramas in my entire life until i landed here, and i have been to a lot of places. Almost all of us have our own issues, which we tell only certain people and i freaking hate it when people put on that mask and acts as if everything is fine when deep inside, we are but rusting metal waiting for time to consume us. I know, some might say it is better to spend your life smiling than being sad all the time.. but come on, a fake smile?? if thats what makes you happy, go on with it, but i highly doubt so, if it doesnt, may i suggest you stand up and speak up to rid these pests for good?? sounds like a better alternative to me.. I have never attached myself to a group of people this much before, due to the fact that i have always been shifting places since kindergarten and me not being the guy who never shuts up. When i started here, i thought to myself that maybe i should start letting people into my life rather than going through it alone.. then i met this group of people which i call The Peeps and told myself "why not give it a try?" and i definitely did. Everything was well and awesome in the beginning, we almost go everywhere together and it felt right and homely.. i thought i finally found where i belonged. Not long after, small issues started popping out amongst us, it was tolerable at first so nobody made a fuss about them, didnt think it would need some sorting out to do.. but time inflated the bubble and it cant hold anymore, then came intervention, which i believed to have only addressed the issues and never really changed anything.. And for a while, I lost all hope on The Peeps, i told myself they were walking timebombs and they are not diffuseable. I was in a dilemma whether or not to move on. Amidst all these, there was one person i hold dear to a lot, the one person whom i connected most with, knew what was going on. She was quite much like me and she told me that she was not going to give up on The Peeps, reason? because a group you felt belonged to is too precious to be let go off. True I thought. I was surprised. I asked how?.. it was Faith. I doubted it. But when i see her actually trying to patch things up solo mode, I was inspired, motivated, and I admired her a lot despite all the teasings.. for the first time in my life, i took faith under my wings. I took matters into my own hands. Helped everyone out with whatever i can in hopes of carving smiles on everyones faces.. However, despite these efforts, I unintentionally gave everyone a mask. Most problems did not go away, and new ones start coming and I was only made aware when things got really serious. I felt like a stranger at this point, even so, i still cling on to faith to this day, hoping that the storm passes and let there be clear blue skies once again. I missed the times we had together, I missed all those stupid things we say to each other, I missed everyone, especially you..

13/4/2010

2010-04-13T11:30:00.000-07:00

D I F F E R E N C E S B E T W E E N L O V E A N D L I K E

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like , you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.

Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye
And the feeling of like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like
All you need to do is cover your ears,
But if you try to close your eyes
Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.
Author Unknown

Exam Phase

2010-04-12T05:26:00.000-07:00

9/4/2010

2010-04-09T11:51:00.000-07:00

+ T'was a memorable day... =)

Of My Lil cousin

2010-04-06T08:50:00.000-07:00

+This is Xiu Wei, had to spend the week at my place since her parents went overseas without her =/ and i must admit shes the closest most annoyingly cute cousin i have lol =)

Of Pictures

2010-04-06T08:09:00.000-07:00

+ Have been very picture-ry lately if you noticed. 1st reason was i got a hold of that camera that nobody is using, the Lumix, i just knew that i have 2 of those camera but have been under-used so heck, its mine noww =) 2nd reason was, i was browsing my pictures awhile ago and i noticed i have very few pictures of the times i had, i mean, 19 years of life and only a handful of pictures?? so i told myself to make taking pictures a casual thing, not to the point until im labeled a camwhore~ so expect more pictures from now on coz words can only tell so much... BUT i will still be writing of course! just less frequently ;)

5/4/2010

2010-04-05T08:21:00.000-07:00

+As Angels descend...

Of a Cherry Tree

2010-04-04T09:32:00.000-07:00

+Good morning little cherry tree

May I dance beneath your arms?

Please be kind to me

I cannot withstand your charms

Hello little cherry tree

Please don't fade away

Your beauty shines so brightly

Your pink is as sweet as May

Good afternoon little cherry tree

I love how your petals gently sway

So may I gaze upon thee,

Until the world is grey?

Why do you blush little cherry tree?

Your presence sweetens the endless days

And your scarlet robe fits you perfectly.

Now take my hand and we'll dance away into eternity.

Why do you taunt me so little cherry tree?

Why do you live so short and bright?

Your beauty is so captivating

I want you for all time

Good-night my little cherry tree

Let the snow be your bed

Don't worry I will wait for you

Until those winter blankets shed

4/4/2010

2010-04-03T09:17:00.000-07:00

30/3/2010

2010-03-30T07:14:00.001-07:00

+ I call this, the Magic Muffin XD funny story behind it ;)

26/3/2010

2010-03-26T05:50:00.000-07:00

+This was one day's work, so dont expect much =)

25/3/2010

2010-03-25T07:01:00.000-07:00

+Photo by no idea which cheeky chicken, Credits to the other Cheeky chicken Gloria for doing that lol and Casey Chong for editing the photo...=)

24/3/2010

2010-03-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

+PaperRoses' gadgets~ photo was my idea!! =D

20/3/2010

2010-03-20T06:33:00.000-07:00

Smilee~

+2nd trip to Broga Hills with the Roses =) was disappointed tho the clouds hid the sun :/

19/3/2010

2010-03-19T06:09:00.000-07:00

+A piece from the photoshoot i couldnt attend.

+A piece from the band photoshoot later today. =)

Dear You...

2010-03-18T13:34:00.000-07:00

19/3/2010

2010-03-18T12:46:00.000-07:00

+ Its 4.02 A.M. and im wide awake in the middle of this dark and cold night.. the bottle of beer i had over dinner could only help to clear my mind for so long.. talked to Casey and he went off 10 minutes ago, now i cant go back to bed since the alcohol wore off.. I have had nothing to post recently, apparently i was happy enough or not so emotional enough to spit out a post despite all the thoughts floating around, until now, i couldnt help it anymore but to transfer them here. Most of the problems were solved during our very own 1st intervention, of course i do not wish for another one, some raised voice and some shed tears, but im damn glad most of us poured our hearts out.. for good. Oh and did i mention PaperRoses, our band, had jz more or less composed our very 1st song? a great big toast to that! had no chance to celebrate but will definitely do once the final version gets recorded :) hmm what else.. oh and the UCSI dance club just had a mob performance last Wed, although my part was just very short, i enjoyed it, like i always do when i dance.. AND me and Aaron, we are planning to join UCSI's Got Talent as a team and we have some radical ideas for it, definitely something to look forward to.. also, we, as in the dance club will be organizing a dance competition in July, we will be participating as well, another thing to look forward to.. will also be visiting Broga Hills this Sat, FINALLY, and thats pretty much about it.. will try to update on our band's photoshoot later today..last but not least, to those who will be enrolling in higher education soon, Welcome to college life, good luck and study hard! dont be like me, i was just lucky enough to be given a second chance!.. Yours truly, Alvin Lee.

P.s. Supernatural so totally own Heroes =3

5/3/2010

2010-03-04T09:45:00.000-08:00

+It came sooner than i thought, anyways, dont mind all the noises in the vid haha, also the stage was too small :/ nonetheless, enjoy what weve got here :)

UCSI Unifest

2010-03-04T09:39:00.000-08:00

+Awesome night with lotsa performances, a BIG THANKS to all who came and supported :)

*Video coming soon*

3/3/2010

2010-03-03T06:42:00.000-08:00

+Its a pretty big day tomorrow, and will be my 1st time on UCSI's stage =) I'll be performing as part of the UCSI Dance Club for UNIFEST2010. Had practices earlier today and the day before, tiring but nonetheless fun, even tho i gave myself bruises by trying monkey jumps (a stunt where you jump and dive forward and into a roll) and finally got it, which reminds me of the time i got my 1st kickup (a stunt where you lie flat with back on the ground and kick up into standing position) years ago. This week is definitely hectic, just did my mid term paper for probs and stats and was easier than i thought, and another midterm paper coming this Fri. Oh well, this is life, gonna enjoy myself on stage tomorrow night 1st! will post a vid if i manage to find someone to rec it*

A New Chapter

2010-02-25T07:18:00.000-08:00

24/2/2010 + First jamming session.

21/2/2010

2010-02-21T03:03:00.000-08:00

+Taken from Broga Hills, Semenyih, 3rd peak.

By Alvin Lee

With K800i

*P.S. : Thank you Gloria, you made our day ;)

8/2/2010

2010-02-08T04:37:00.000-08:00

+Alright, i would like to take this opportunity to express my gratitude towards Chenelle (Yee Teng) and Valerie (Yee Hong) for taking the time to comment on my posts, even tho just once but im hoping for more :) I just realized it actually haha sorry* coz i dont normally get comments but anyways it just feels good to know at least 2 people cares :) Well, dear Chenelle, if you felt the same way as i did, then congratulations, you finally took the leap and flapped your full fledged wings for the very first time. Keep on flappin them wings and never forget what family means :) As for Valerie dear, i will be sure to complain to you if im stressing out haha Im sure we all have our responsibilities and stuff to care about so if you, too, get stressed out, me along with the whole bunch of friends are all ears and hearts, at least i will definitely be even if they dont :) Lets all make our lives better and more functional, for a better future~

Your future gets brighter with each step towards light

*P.s. I totally ACEd the driving exam XD* Smugss*

Pieces of the puzzle

2010-02-08T04:31:00.000-08:00

+The floating castles of Dreamland~

3/2/2010

2010-02-03T06:34:00.000-08:00

+Its been a month into 2010, life is definitely carefree in those 31 days. The following days wont be the same. mid terms and assignment due dates are already on the way to make life less fun. Dear blog, there were so much i wanted to tell you, it all got messed up but im going to tell you whatever i remember anyway. First things 1st, I finally got hold of the oh so great book, as in THE book i have been dreading to let my mind have a taste of the main dishes in it. THE book talks about the 13 most creative thinking tools of the world's most creative people and how proprietary education is so misleading and bla bla bla (too much to be typed here so i'll just leave it)

+Moving on, i have been thinking alot too... about my priorities in life. Friends or Family? In the beginning, it was Friends then Family, why is family the 2nd on my list? Thats due to the way they treated me before, and i treated my friends better than my family. But that was back then when i didnt know how to think and the sacrifices my family made to raise me and that i owe them my life, the reasons i used to label them as bad people now seemed all such childish, immature thinking. Now i realize my responsibilities as the direct heir of my family to serve and protect them. Every now and then when i glance at mom, i see the scars from her sacrifices, the wrinkles on her face, deep inside, conscience and guilt poaches me... and my eyes would turn watery. She is in her late forties now as well as my dad and will soon be unable to support us 3 sons and as the eldest in the family, im next on the support list. I cannot depend on them anymore and i must strive towards independence and do what is logically and intuitively right even if it will severe ties with friends, male and female alike. Nonetheless, everybody needs somebody sometimes...

29/1/10

2010-01-29T04:10:00.000-08:00

+Its been a week, things are definitely getting better if not great, just had a quiz for Probs and Stats this morning and it was pretty easy :) only the first week back into dancing and i already have 2 performances coming up, one hopefully in March for the UCSI MSA event (a huge event i heard) and another one in May for the UCSI Dance club. Am also managing my classes well, no skips so far lol and me aims to keep it that way.

+It feel like life is back on track, my secret? i have lately stumbled on some Ambient Music like those HERE and they are dreamy if not godly. These are just music actually, soft, soul piercing melodies which helped me put my mind at ease at emotional times. They really clear my mind out and allow me to think in a crystal clear optimistic manner. The interesting this about these music is that a single piece of it is able to bring you through different calm emotions, listening to them at different time and places tells different stories :) Life seems nice for now... but it would be perfect if only... anyways, i have some things planned, i sure hope everything works in my favor.

21/1/2010

2010-01-21T05:41:00.000-08:00

+ YES. I'm finally back into dancing man i have been missing it so much, just moving to the rhythm, the beats... Oh God, this is sanctuary *smiling with glee* Had no class today, went for gym with some friends while waiting for the 1st dance class by the UCSI dance club to start. I was surprised that nobody there could lead a warm up so i did :) which felt awesome... and i was surprised too that theres only 2 Bboys including me there :/ anyways, the dance instructor Ben wasn't bad at instructing but too bad he isn't exactly the dance style i was looking for. I was hoping of a more mainstream Bboy stuff but he was more to the HipHop side, nonetheless, im glad.

20/1/2010

2010-01-20T05:08:00.000-08:00

+Went to bed at 12am, still couldn't sleep at 12.30, plugged in my ipod at 12.30, kept on rolling on the bed, eyes still wide open at 1.30 so i got up and turned on my laptop... This post is totally a spam and im just gonna scribble stuff here now... Gosh... apparently im not the only one feeling like shit nowadays, i really wonder what in the @#$% is happening :/ i think i will delete this post the next time i post again.

+9.12PM* Coll was tiring today, class started at 8am and ended at 6pm... and there were drastic timetable changes, there is officially no classes for me on MONDAYS and THURSDAYS (5mins of joy) but my WEDNESDAYS just keeps getting shittier and shittier= probs and stats 8am-11am, econs 12.30pm-2pm, comp studies 2pm-3.30pm and FINALLY econs again 5pm-7pm... How am i supposed to absorb everything like this.... Anyways, went over to the UCSI North Wing today and boy the South Wing seems so... underdeveloped now... the North Wing seemed to be fully equipped in terms of facilities but somehow even so, INTI feels more like the genuine college life experience... Im not saying i regret joining UCSI as i always find new surroundings interesting (heart of an explorer haha) the people, the choices of food, the college culture. Subconciously, i like being the new guy for unknown reasons, maybe the lots of schools i attended have something to do with it? most probably tho...

19/1/10

2010-01-19T02:38:00.000-08:00

+Was it a mistake? What was i thinking? What am i supposed to do? Of all people, why me? What is wrong with the world? or is there something wrong with me? Why do we have to go through all these? Am i missing something? Am i doing it wrong? Is this my destiny? Is this fate's doing? Will there be closure? Will there be tears? or perhaps smiles in the end?....

+So too many questions, yet none answered...

*There is two mysterious tooth growing at the end of my upper jaw..wisdom tooth? idk but it sucks coz i am literally chewing on my gum as its only halfway grown*

17/1/2010

2010-01-17T11:26:00.000-08:00

+ Alright, college is boring (as in the classes), home is boring, and i seem to live in a monochrome world now despite the abundance of colourful people around me (no racism intended). The second week of college seems just a lil better with some troubles out of the way and classes are settled. Toughest class so far, Computing Studies which focuses on programming language :/ im actually just fine with numbers but not complex equations however i hope to excel in it since it will definitely do some help on my other interests.

+Other than mentioned, i cant help but notice or realize or receive insights to a few things... Firstly, is that i am turning back into a geek, clinging onto my PSP and laptop more than ever in a week most probably due to the fact that i find the virtual worlds more interesting? Next is that i realize if you don't have a purpose/reason as to why your heart is continuously pumping blood, you should spend life trying to find a meaning for it and have fun while you're doing so as the world is THE LARGEST classroom which actually has the element of surprise in its arsenal of lessons and Third, i have to agree that Gifts are Curses.. What is the use of having good English when its the only thing stopping you from communicating?

+Anyways, i have drawn up a simple sketch of DreamLand and scanned it just to show you that there really is progress~!! :)

+The short clip process is such a hassle, i had no idea it would be that hard so i will keep adding things to the map and post on descriptions and pics of each location instead...until then.

Matthew McGinn - Where You Are

2010-01-07T03:09:00.000-08:00

LYRICS:

Its quiet tonight, I'm staring at the sky

I'm wishing on every star.

To send me a sign, 'let me know that she loves me tonight.'

I want to be where you are.

I tried to be strong tried to keep it inside,

But its all coming out, I miss you tonight.

I want to be where you are

I just want to hold you in my arms

I want you to feel, I want you to know my love is real

I want to be where you are.

Its quiet tonight, I tried your number twice.

I just want to hear you speak.

Now days feel like years, it feels like forever since you've been here.

I just need to feel you next to me.

Are you thinking of me when you're falling asleep?

Is it cold in your bed?

I want to be with you, my God how I miss you

You're alone in my head.

Sorry couldnt find the song from any hosting sites :/

~Short video of dreamland in progress, hold on tight~

Of A Secret

2010-01-02T18:43:00.000-08:00

+First of all i know i promised something for this post but before that, i have something to say, i have a condition, not fatal or harmful in any way but it is kind of special to me and some and might be creepy or freaky to the rest, i realized i had this condition quite long ago when out of nowhere i noticed the difference. Then recently, out of boredom i tried googling for the answer and reasons for my condition, it was called Heterochromia Iridium. Im not going to explain this in detail, google it and do some reading on it. I have kept this "secret" until now but only very very few people know this as it WAS very unnoticeable plus they realized it only after i told them. As for the thing i promised before, its on its way dont worry ;) Gooday people and Happy 2010!!

Of a Dream..

2009-12-28T05:50:00.000-08:00

+For the first time of my life, I woke up today, drenched in tears for unknown reasons... I had no idea whats wrong but i just started sobbing when i got up, like the kid in the pic. All I remember was pieces of the dream i had, something bout having a fight with someone but i do not know who this person was and what he/she or i had done that got this emotional fight started, i still remember i was freakin crying like a waterfall and vandalizing some furniture and the rest remains a mystery...

+I love dreaming tho, who doesn't? Its like the only personal, ideal place of ours where everything is perfect and Nothing is impossible (except if you're having nightmares of course). For me, i have this place i call the Dreamland (kinda childish but what the heck, we are all childish on the inside) To me, this Dreamland is a place where i meet all of the people i know when i sleep and have all kinds of journeys, adventures..etc etc (i know, it's so kid like but it honestly feels awesome tho) and everything goes according to my will... I so wish there was something that could record people's thoughts and project them like in the animation "meet the robinsons"..

+Talking bout nightmares, i forgot when was the last time i had one, also for unknown reasons. Perhaps i just got immune to it? Dreams.. such mystical phenomenas, fills me with wonder right down to my toes. You know, honestly, i have had only 2 dreams which came true, not gonna mention it here but come on, i had been dreaming for 18 years and only 2 came true? damn..

+Anyways, now to end the post, i will be describing my "dreamland" in detail with illustrations and sketches and all in the coming post lol holla~

Oh Christmas

2009-12-26T05:40:00.000-08:00

+CHRISTMAS wasnt all that i expect this year, only did a countdown with friendlies on the day before, my family dont really have this "lets celeb christmas" tradition mainly coz they are of different religion but me, im the only different one, to me, life's too short to miss just about any celebration. The celebration at sunway was crazy tho, mountains of guys and gals having fun with those foam sprays gosh im so going to join them next year, just for the heck for it :) Im too lazy to write alot here plus i dont have pics to tell stories about, Coll gonna start soon too, another year gone, hmmm to be honest this is definitely a year i did alot of new things, met alot of new and interesting not to mention sakai people haha. Also this year is definitely not a great year financial wise due to the great monetary depression but when i really put a lil thought into it, it is actually an awesome advantage to me as i by the time i finish my education, the economy would be back on track heading towards a boom ergo alot of golden opportunities open up and its up to me to take them on!

Vegas Skies by The CAB

2009-12-24T01:09:00.001-08:00

+Click play on the right>>> and sing along!!

LYRICS:

It’s twelve o’ clock and I need your attention
It’s like the alcohol making my head spin
Your scent is the rum, the room is a bottle
Keeping me hopeless ‘til I wake tomorrow

And if tonight ever makes a difference
The way that I feel the way that I’ll remember it
I’ll take this down til the glass remains
Swallow the words that I was meant to say

It’s a long drive back to Vegas skies
So why dont I, make one more wrong turn tonight so

Say goodnight our first goodbye
I’ve only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We’ll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

All of these guards they stand tall and defensive
Putting up walls around what was once innocent
It won’t let me in but I’m stronger than that
Cuz you stole my eyes and I’ll never look back

Girl last night I forgot to mention
The way that I feel the way that I’ll remember this
When we’re this young we have nothing to lose
with just the clock to beat and a hand to choose

It’s a long drive back to Vegas skies
So why don’t I, make one more wrong turn tonight so

Say goodnight our first goodbye
I’ve only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We’ll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

It’s a long way down
Just fall into place and you’ll fall into me
We’ll make it out you’ll see

So say goodnight our first goodbye
I’ve only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We’ll stop the clock together

And say goodnight our first goodbye
I’ve only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We’ll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

An Inspirational Post

2009-12-19T08:11:00.000-08:00

At Times Like This...

2009-12-16T06:21:00.000-08:00

+..where we are either emotionally or financially unstable or probably both, we NEED to always remind ourselves that LIFE is like going through a WASHING MACHINE, there will be twist and turns, we will be tossed around but ultimately, we come out of it brighter AND cleaner of course than before.

Dear Blog

I have noticed that i have been abandoning you at times, throwing all kinds of things at you, everything except tales of love and joy and i am regrettable to have let you be filled with negativity. As of this day, 19-12-09 you will be taking a huge turnaround. I will treat you the way you deserve and to make up to all the negativity, i am going to fill you with glee. I hope you will forgive my lack of enthusiasm towards you.

Here are my promises to you as of now.
-A minimum of 1 post a week
-No emo crap
-Posts filled with pictures

Sincerely
Alvin L

Of Whats Latest

2009-12-01T06:43:00.000-08:00

+First off, movies Ive watched
-Ninja Assasin was just fine, love his weapon but alot fake blood hah
-New moon just isn't my type of movie, Bella is just too needy
-2012 didnt went the way i thought it would but everyone is supposed to die isnt it?

+Anyways, since my SAM program officially ended and moved back home from the hostel, ive had absolutely nothing to do, my plans were to finally get my license but i have not yet registered for it :/ wanted to look for a job but found none suitable since i live out of town :/ Ive only been spending most of my time with friends in UCSI, crashing their classes :) I thought holidays would be alot more fun. I kinda miss the hostel life in Inti..why? Absolutely NO curfew, i could just go for a drink with friends if i couldnt sleep but that aint possible here at home :/ also, been too lazy to blog, so now ive only been in my room at home hunting for new musics and working out since thats the most i can do.

+I noticed something growing inside of me (mentally, not physically even though i feel it) and i traced it back to when it actually started. *Flashes back* Somewhere between the final public exam of my SAM program, i started having weird feelings, no, not confused, not sad, and not even happy but something indescribable like you take all confused, sad, happy and those other emotions and mix them altogether and voila, how i feel. I dont know if this happens to everyone once in their life but i seriously hate feeling like this. Now, its even worse, its almost at the level where it can hurt me physically, enveloping me. Its been almost a month im in this state of uncertainty and i just hope it all to go away asap.

+Alright enough of this emo crap, now, the good news, hmm, i cant really share it here as its completely personal but i dearly want to so all i can say is i still have reasons to smile despite all these =) Goodday people~!!!

*singing to A Beautiful Mess-Jason Mraz Live on Earth version*

The Last Stand

2009-10-31T13:52:00.000-07:00

+What was the saying again? "good always triumph over evil" will be proven once and for all...soon. The eternal war between good and evil, have involved the mortals over the centuries and Lately, i have been called upon by the valiant knights who have fought and protected mankind to aid them. All that i have been told was that it was of fatal importance that every man who can wield a sword join the battle. I was not alone there, in fact, alot of young men took up swords, despite the small number, we were our last hope. The ones incapable however took refuge at the last stronghold in the world since the devil walked the earth. Weeks have passed since then, seas of blood and tears have been shed, and the devil is stronger than ever. It has now come to us that we have a day until doom befalls us and we would have to take the last stand to protect our kind. There i was, brandishing my blade, strapping on armour, and so as the rest of the battalion in our preperation for our last stand against the devil himself.

+The Final hour is almost gone, the sky darkens, storms start stirring, the earth shakes with each marching step of the devil's army. Far beyond the stronghold walls, i could see a massive swarm of hell spawns, led by a huge monster with gigantic horns, the devil himself. The earthquakes adds anxiety to our already trembling body. None of us, expects to live to tell the tale yet We bidded farewell to everyone before marching out of the stronghold up to a distance from the devil's army and stalled. Our leader, a fearless white knight, walks up to the front. "Men, this is it! we are the last stand against the devil, have faith in yourselves, have faith that the angels will finally descend and aid us. Prove yourselves worthy to mankind! Warriors, draw your weapons! This shall be the day we prove that good always triumph over evil!!". We hailed our hearts out, he lept forward, leading the battalion towards the dark army.

Wednesday

2009-10-21T13:05:00.000-07:00

+*4:15AM* Yet another sleepness night.. spent a whole 20mins trying to give this post a title and ended up with what it is now. Wednesday wasnt so bad, technically, today is Thursday already, but i had some fun yesterday. The SAM students organized a BBQ session since this is our only free time, not free exactly, its our "study week" which = to "no classes". (No pics, bad lighting :/) anyway, during the bbq, someone, i forgot who, kok jun i think, came up with the paintballing topic. I totally forgot how the conversations lead to that but spontaneously, those who were interested, decided to go paintballing later today lol, (1 thing to do off the list*) the extreme park we are going to hit is at PortDickson since its at these times we should have activities as everyone will be headed to their seperate directions. For me, im leaving Inti for sure and enrolling at a uni near my place hopefully but i digress. After bbq we went for pool (Did an awesome Jump shot-holed black ball and owned Lee XD, he was speechless) and bounced off to Smokeez (bar nearby). Had a Bailey's and headed back to hostel to watch "DogHouse" the title dont really fit the movie but its an overall gory and thrilling and funny movie, in fact, one of the best i've watched this year. Well here i am now ending this post. *4:32AM*

Empty Blabbering

2009-10-20T11:44:00.000-07:00

+SIGH... The digital clock on the top of the desk glows with these figures *2:54AM*, the room is as cold as ice, well at least thats what i feel, its dimly lit atmosphere bears an uncanny resemblance to the atmosphere in a horror movie. Another huge SIGH from me again.. Have been facing the stack of dead, binded texts, titled; "Psychology" for the whole day. Plus, having a disturbed circadian rythym isn't going to be in my favor facing the Public exam coming up in less than 2 weeks. #3rd and final enormous SIGHHH.....

+Time doesnt fly, Time freakin warps lol it's almost the end of my SAM program and i do not have high hopes in getting rainbow coloured results. It is even harder to do so knowing that better scores will result in higher expectations in the near future. I honestly do not do well under pressure even if i could handle it. This is me and this fact about me cant be changed. I choose to not do well, not that i couldnt, despite all the burden i can lift off my parents through the scholarships, i inevidently chose a normal life, im sorry. I digress.

+Would you believe me if i told you that i am capable of robbing any banks in Malaysia? :) I wouldnt wanna tell you that or the cops will bust down my hostel door in the middle of the night. Take Die Hard and The Taking of Pelham123 as examples. Even the US security can be compromised, im sure its not going to be hard here ;) I could do it with just proprietary communication systems. I would dearly wanna discuss this matter here but i dont think its appropriate to do so here : X I digress.

+I feel like singing. I feel like dancing. I feel like cooking. I feel like expressing love. I feel like rock climbing. I feel like paintballing. I feel like driving. I feel like sky diving. I feel like bungee jumping. I feel like travelling the world. I feel like being in a room full of zombies with a chainsaw. and the list goes on.. so many things to be done, so little time in a life to do so (except the zombie part, that would be awesome but..)... All kinds of thoughts racing in my head, so confused and at a loss of direction, is it the hormones? damn, hows can a person stop thinking unless dead? There are just so many things in my poor brain i cannot focus. These thoughts sometimes take a life on their own and loves to distract me.

+thats it for now i guess, im just so bored and i cant sleep, appetite's not so well. Bottomline is, i feel like shit. Im out........*3:36AM*

Undecided

2009-10-20T11:09:00.000-07:00

+Recently decided to replace my K800i with a more functional and more organizeable device. I chose to have a keyboard for easy input when editing documents and web browsing and have finally came down to these two models. What i like about the TouchPro is the aesthetics, as in the desigh of the device both hardware and software while i like the Experia's larger screen. The Experia obviously has a larger volume but the its reasonably low price would put up to that. Both device has almost identical hardware in terms of the proccessor and memory and also sports a Windows Mobile operating system, both cameras are 3.2mp and supports all forms of connectivity (Wifi, Bluetooth, Gps).

+So, if you were to choose, which one would it be? Comments please >.< hmm...

What i've Been Up to (Updated)

2009-10-07T20:40:00.000-07:00

Phone: Glofiish X610

+Have been doing some experimentations with the Windows Mobile operating system devices and managed to get an unreleased WM build on the phone with improved functionality, speed and aesthetics.

Of Ambitions

2009-09-29T23:51:00.001-07:00

+There i was in Legal class, during the middle of discussion on criminal and civil laws that something struck me so hard i fell into my abyss of thoughts.. what struck me was my classmates, they all seemed… to have aims/ambitions and i could tell quite a handful have already decided to be lawyers later on. It was at this moment the question i have been trying to answer for some very long time, flashed in front of me.. “what are you going to be in the future?”… This is yet to be answered and will stay that way for now.

I did already and am still putting much thought on this matter but to no avail. There is a common saying that fate will bring you to your answers, or what you will be, will be. I find this hard to be accepted as it conflicts with what i believe, that we all have choices and its the choices which will drive us to out destination, correct choices of course but the problem just isn’t there… I have no aim… or at least i had, until the process of growth came and squashed my dreams. What i meant was i used to dream to be a scientist someday and invent all kinds of technology but while i was growing, i learnt that most of those dreamy inventions are relatively impossible. Despite all that, i have also tried to imagine myself as every single ambition in this material world but none, none from those occupations were able to spark the fiery passion in me…

I really envy those people with aims and people who has their lives already planned out or maybe roughly. I guess i have no choice but to hop on the train of fate. Take me somewhere where i’ll be of great use will you?

Union Day~

2009-09-08T21:22:00.000-07:00

+ 09.09.09 is a day where many individuals have decided to be unified with their soulmates once and for all or so i hope, through marriages from all kinds of sizes and themes. With this, i have taken the initiative to present something to celebrate this 'once in a lifetime' day so that i have AT LEAST done something and not let this graceful day go to waste...

*Click to view*
This is not the best ive done but i did try~! enjoy
If you cannot open it, right click on the image and save is then view ;)

~19.8.09~

2009-09-08T01:29:00.000-07:00

I believe in Magic~

2009-08-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

+ Well not magic exactly but more to the supernatural a.k.a. extraordinary kinda thing. I have always been interested in the otherworldly field, they are mysterious and most importantly unexplainable, which is why it is so interesting. With this, i started a research on the paranormal fot both self and a report for an assignment. Throughout the research, i stumbled upon a web address which contains alot of books- ancient books as well- that were written by the ancestors mostly on spells and charms, demons and angels, black magic, and the like.

Reading through the ancient texts which were translated from latin to day english, i came across a little charm which is said to protect us from negative energies- out of pure curiosity and boredom, i put it to the test. To make it work, i am suppossed to write down a series of simbols and a sentence in black in latin on a piece of white paper and bring with me where ever i go. I did as instructed and guess what? it didnt turned out to be as a protection (or as far as im aware). However, something else happened. I started to have a lucky streak where once in a while, i would catch sight of money bills on the floor. At times, if im lucky, the most i picked up was a rm10, least was a rm1 note. Call it luck or whatever you want but Casey, as well as Daryl, who are both working with me at the moment have witnessed the paranormal phenomena. In just this week itself i have already picked up a total of rm15. Now heres my theory for this phenomena, the symbols and wordings kinda act like am amplifier for needs and turns them into reality which we usually call it materializing.

For now, i am still putting in variables to prove the theory, the tests continues.....

Thoughts and Expressions~

2009-07-14T22:03:00.000-07:00

+Currently on Sem Break- working in the KLCC book fair, if you see me, remember to say Hi :) anyways, I have been doing alot of thinking lately, bout jobs, college, friends, partners and LIFE and i came to the point where i basically look at the mirror and evaluate myself and what is my prespective of this world..

To me, this world is divided into 2. Firstly, the material world or the world where money is king and then comes the immaterial world, made up of personalities, emotions and thoughts. Both worlds despite their significant differences are related to each other. We all live in both worlds, which is why alot is being said about a healthy balance leading to eternal bliss for instance, a healthy balanced diet would logically lead to good health. However, one can be happy even though he failed in the material world, reason, keeping friends and families close but one can never be genuinely happy even though he succeeds in the material world and not the imaterial one.

Other than all these, i noticed my way of thoughts fluctuating throughout my entire life and i mean alot of things are different now than the past. Looking back at how i used to present myself really makes me laugh, happy as well, knowing i have realized my defects and fixed them. I can say im much more confident now, with whatever i do and how i present myself to both species of homosapiens. I am really one lucky person to have obtained LIFE secrets, mostly through reading plus listening and most importantly, direct experience. One simple advice always think and put yourself in the shoes of the other peoples, Do a social comparison, compare yourself and the others and being grateful is the key to hapiness.

I'm also rather lucky, or should i blame fate to leading me to great peoples like David DeAngelo, and the person from the MOMOZONE on youtube, who have instilled me with inspirations and filled me with confidence and passion with life.

Sometimes, i really doubt the existence of gods- what i really believe is EACH and EVERYONE of us are ANGELS and We typically help each other instead of getting help from god because i have never seen god in action but there are so many, too many evidence to prove we are the genuine angels ourselves, for instance, Obama being the angel of the people of the United States of America. However, one thing i noticed through my life is that i always take the role of an angel to the people around me, helping them go through difficulties and obstacles in life. I have recently realized that my own angel is nowhere in sight.. taken aback from this truth, im falling to darkness accompanied by loneliness. Despite all these, i thought to myself... i still have my pair of wings, just start flapping them and you will soar through the sky out of space to eternal bliss.....

Where is my Angel anyway...? Knowing you exist or i might be just too blind to notice you would keep me relieved and we can share the eternal bliss along witht the rest of us angels.

Of Imagination

2009-07-04T13:42:00.000-07:00

+ The power to imagine has been bestowed unto us humans by the divine conciousness to fuel us against our limits, to prove our worthiness to our great ancestors. There is no doubt that the technologies of our great ancestors greatly overpowers the ones we have today, however, all is lost along the way men started to stop believing in the impossible. Believing is the key to convert pure imagination into our dimension of reality so believe, believe in our thoughts, believe in our imagination as nothing is impossible. I have cultivated this motto by following up on great people such as Nikola Tesla and Edward Leedskalnin who had already mastered the secrets of lost technologies and i am committed to unearthing these secrets for a greater good. All i have to do is just to Imagine and churn it with believe to succeed in the making of history.

I find this very true

2009-07-04T11:30:00.000-07:00

+You know we receive an education in the schools from books. All those books that people became educated from twenty-five years ago, are wrong now, and those that are good now, will be wrong again twenty-five years from now. So if they are wrong then, they are also wrong now, and the one who is educated from the wrong books is not educated, he is misled. All books that are written are wrong, the one who is not educated cannot write a book and the one who is educated, is really not educated but he is misled and the one who is misled cannot write a book which is correct.
The misleading began when our distant ancestors began to teach their descendants. You know they knew nothing but they passed their knowledge of nothing to the coming generations and it went so innocently that nobody noticed it. That is why we are not educated.
Now I will tell you what education is according to my reasoning. An educated person is one whose senses are refined. We are born as brutes, we remain and die as the same if we do not become polished. But all senses do not take polish. Some are to coarse to take it. The main base of education is one's "self-respect". Any one lacking self-respect cannot be educated. The main bases of self-respect is the willingness to learn, to do only the things that are good and right, to believe only in the things that can be proved, to possess appreciation and self control.
Now, if you lack willingness to learn, you will remain as a brute and if you do things that are not good and right, you will be a low person, and if you believe in things that cannot be proved, any feeble minded person can lead you, and if you lack appreciation, it takes away the incentive for good doing and if you lack self control you will never know the limit. So all those lacking these characteristics in their makeup are not educated.
Ed Leedskalnin, 1936.

Of Friends

2009-06-02T06:13:00.000-07:00

+This is Iqbal, a Malay friend of mine i met here in Inti, also, he lives in the room just right above mine lol, and funny thing is he is a malay but he dont know how to speak Malay. He practically grew up overseas. This photo was taken during the 1st time i brought him to a photography class as models. Boy was he happy lol. We used to be in the same class, the science stream but i switched to the humanities since it was hard to catch up with. Every now and then i hear him and the others complain how they are struggling but they still manage to have crazy times together. The other day we went out for dinner, we couldnt decide where to go as he cant have pork as a malay and he would go to malay hell if he does, but then i told him, "dont worry, you'll go to chinese heaven if you ate pork" :)

Of Ups and Downs in Life

2009-06-01T08:54:00.000-07:00

+ Looking at this picture taken in end of 2006, it reminds me of how life can be awesome and cruel at the same time, life is like a bumpy ride, however, at some point, there will be a straight flat road ahead but it wont stay for long, others will take their chances to ride on that comfy, un-bumby road and in the end, spoil it as well. Anyway, this might look like one of the ups of life but it sure is not, we lost this time but no hard feelings, what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, more determined, more confident and one less mistake you can make. I can still remember how I won 1st place the 1st time i was in a competition, totally filled me with glee and fueled by interest to pursue my dreams in this direction. Key to a happy life is to persevere, and have faith. Also just like a game of Blackjack21 4 of us had earlier today, you win some, you lose some but i laid low, not betting so much except only when im confident and in the very end, I took almost all of their winnings :) Never give up hope, the pot of gold is just right at the end..

Thoughts

2009-05-31T04:31:00.000-07:00

+Walking away always seem to be the easiest way out. Walking out that door, knowing that theres no going back, just feels outmostly the most idiotic thing to do, but what the hell, couldnt think straight, had to run away from the problems fast before going nuts. Should have just sit quietly and thought about it. Thought about what will happen and whats best for everyone, thought about not being selfish. Sad and alone now and theres nothing that can be done unless crawling back and be laughed at but whats the use of dignity now, clouded by thoughts, sitting here, thinking..

College Life-

2009-05-29T10:53:00.000-07:00

+Doing well in INTI UC , Nilai, never thought it would be this well, got some studeis to catch up on be i'll manage.. anyway, reason im back posting, a fan of mine insisted i do so, cant disappoint a big fan :) so heres abit about what im doing in Inti now, lotsa friends here, nice room to stay in, good studying eviroment, and of course, friendly lecturers (well for my program :P) Lotsa events, most recent ones are the malaysian cultural night, chinese cultural night, street party and more to come...i guess this will be enough for now.. Be right back :)

Tagging isnt Fun at all :/

2008-12-16T07:28:00.000-08:00

Name: Alvin
Age/Birthday: 03/09/91 age? do the math
School: or college? currently between school and college
Elder sister: none
Younger sister:none
Elder Brother: none
Younger brothers: 2 annoying buggers
Favourite liquids [drinks] : water
Favourite consumable [food] : No greenies!
Favourite place to sleep: In a Hotel coz i dont have to clean anything after that
Flying?: soon
swimming/diving? : swimming but quitting soon
How much friends in MSN?: above 200
Couple?: nah, i wanna enjoy my new pair of wings for now
Loved ones? : yeah, miss her alot now
Get kicked on the butt: i'd say the opposite
Allergic: seafood
Gastric?: none
Whole fortune: =__=
Age of marriage: preferbly before 3o
Children wanted? : 2, if i can afford
Age of death: dont know dont care
Animals in house? : Hamster
Longest fingernail ever kept: i dont keep =_=
Wanted birthday present : Anything, Surprise me

Q:In your dream, a god tells you that you are a billionaire in your dream world and gives you a wish.What would you wish for?: HAHA funny question, if it was my dream, im the GOD in the dream world.END.

i took the liberty not to tag other people so it doesnt become annoying, so thank me ^^

=Taylors is My Choice=

2008-12-14T06:07:00.000-08:00

Yes, Taylors is definitely attractive enough to get me interested in enrolling there, i have not really decided on which course im going to take but i went to taylors college in sunway today with casey to check out evrything including courses they offer, the lecturers there, campus facilities, the community, the student residence area and of course the price as well. One special thing is that in 2010, the new lakeside campus will be ready and funtional..which is when i will finish my one year Pre-U and prolly move there for Degrees x) i just have to decide on my course and i'll be starting in January :) Later at night, met up with friends for Potluck and had lil chats there in the park.END.

P.D. Family trip

2008-12-12T06:56:00.000-08:00

Alrite, after im back from Penang, Dad came back from Dubai for hols and decided to go to P.D. for a night out, yeah just 1 night nothing much here just another placce to relax :)checked-in to Guoman Beach Resort (nice place except the food :/)Heres the swimming pool, quite alot of kids having fun here 0.0The room im in, not bad for rm200 a night, its pretty cold as wellactivities there= (Kites, Beach, Banana Boat, Swimming)Now this shot was awesome, its got visible light rays shining down but cant see it here, sad well the buffet dinner at the resort doesnt look promising enough so we had to drive all the way near the twon to this western/mexican restaurant, El Cactus. Great dinner here, had some Nachos and Burittos, definitely worth it, we'll be coming here again soon ^^
Had Buffet dinner in the morning and went home, was planning to go to the PC fair so yeah there we went.END.

Penang Trip (Edited)

2008-12-07T05:47:00.000-08:00

Finally had a lil time to type this lil chapter of my life out, read on :)
Went there by train, KTM apparently, took us 9 hours PLUS we had to wait for an hour+ due to delays :/ chatted on the train, met some girls lol not goin to go to details, they left at the Ipoh station and a furious debate began bla...bla..bla... Casey and his tem lost tho, so he had to cover our ferry tickets :) From left, Casey, Leonard, Navin, Kiesh posing lamely at out hotel lobby XD Nice building, some government building i supposeWhile waiting for a bus...Went to check out the beach before checking-in (someone was pretty impatient)Hi :)Had a lil game of Beach Futsal, apparently, CASEY kicked the ball too had and it went into the river further in the photo =.=Yeah i do miss you dear :(Queensbay~Queensbay Mall, the largest mall there Atop the Kek Lok Si temple~Construction goin on~ and Navin kept on swearing. I told him not to then his bag kinda snapped lol This is Prolly the highlight of out trip there, really funny shit, watch it ^^

Went to Gurney Drive for dinner and watched Quarantine, awesome movie~
Reached the hotel at Bout 3 in the morning, we nearly missed the train the following day
-END-

Sign of Happy Days ahead?- 0.0

2008-12-02T03:49:00.000-08:00

Okay heres something wierd i saw bout 1 or 2 days ago, i just remembered and so i wanted to share this coz im not the only one who saw this. Heres it, while i was coming home from my grandma's place in Cheras, me and my bros and mum were in the car and we were just passing through Mahkota back to Sg. Long right, my bro looked up into the dark sky and saw something really wierd or prolly very fascinating (prolly once in a lifetime), well, me, i was like "WOW, WTH, 0.0" so i quickly took out my cellphone and tried to take a pic of it but to no avail, the camera failed me and couldnt capture anything (too dark i guess)...anyway can you guess what is it that we saw?? its at night so you would prolly say its just some stars and the moon, yeah it is, BUT it was in a very sweet/happy kinda arrangement... maybe im better off explaining with the help of a pic, this is roughly what i saw=

No kidding people, its even in the news (where you can find real photos of this phenomena), as you can see, the stars make up the eyes and the moon as the smiling mouth, just 2 stars and the moon...i hope my dearest who is currently in china saw this :/ i have a strong feeling year 2009 is going to be a hell of a great year >_<

5C Class Magazine Page-

2008-11-30T08:37:00.000-08:00

Here is another one, i dont know which will be in the magazine tho.. 0.0

People have been asking for it so here is it, happy now? (especially HuiJing) :P
Click on image to get a bigger view- hmm, i think someone is missing here.. can anyone help me figure it out?

New Section will be Up!

2008-11-29T07:09:00.000-08:00

As you can read, a new section will be made and titled "Dating" XD this will be strictly for guys :) Girls are invited to read too, anyway, in this new section, i will be posting evrything about girls and how to be better in dating and stuffs... this section will only be up when i Finish the new header and banner design and when im satisfied with the layout :) Jz stay tuned aight.. later---

Penang Trip comfirmed-

2008-11-28T07:21:00.000-08:00

Bought the train tickets today, and hung out at Carl's Jr. Midvalley with CJ virgins, Casey and Leonard. Casey's quote of the day "I Feel like im pregnant now...Its not like i nvr got pregnant before!" lol they barely finished it alive, Leonard's like, "2 more bites!!:0", "hang in there buddies!"haha anyway, we total 8 persons will be leaving for butterworth on wed night and reaching there in the morning... cant wait for it now...

Open Days!!

2008-11-28T06:32:00.000-08:00

These are the open days im attending, jz doing a public service to inform people, Anyway,
Anyone interested in going, please do let me know so we can plan to go together :)

Details- Sunway Open Day Details

Details- Taylors Open Day Deatails

Graduation Day SMKSBS 08~

2008-11-27T07:40:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah.

She must be very disappointed :/

Me and Eunice

Me and Chee Fai

Me and Sharvin

Me and Zheng Nam

Better class pic of 5C

Class Pic of 5C

Opening ceremony

Me and Bryan

8 in the morning

This might be a lil late but it will make do :P

Shots of a restaurant and My room

2008-11-27T07:35:00.000-08:00

Pretty Good shots for a Cellphone :)

Up and running!! SPM is history-

2008-11-26T11:34:00.000-08:00

Alright, spm is officially Over for me, i've got a new layout for this page to be put up -no no, Its already here!! but still have to change colours and get a new header- and will be posting bout Graduation Day smksbs soon, Hang in There!! (got a copy of NFS Undercover and spending alot of time on it) XD

Tagged by Michelle Lim

2008-10-09T09:39:00.000-07:00

What is the relationship of you and her/him?
Close friends not long ago

Your 5 impression of her/him?
hmm~ i dont know how to put it in words :/

Most memorable things she/he have said to you?
The word ******* ahaha

Most memorable things she/he have done for you?
Mm stay up till late night jz to chat

If she/he becomes your lover, you will..
Be the most awesome guy she have ever met (this implies to all gals)

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will..
Nah, we would maybe argue today but itll be fine tomorrow:)

If she/he becomes your lover, she will have to improve on..?
Communication skills ^^

The most desirable thing to do on her is..
0.0 is this question even legal

The overall impression of her/him..
Friendly, sporty, a thrustworthy friend

How do you feel the people around you feel about you?
Someone please answer this...

The character of you for yourself..
i'd say a hybrid of Nerds and Cool dudes

On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself?
Shy at times =.=

The most ideal person you wanna be?
A Real Man

For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them..
Keep it Real!

80gb madness...

2008-09-27T01:46:00.000-07:00

Scenery around Mahkota Cheras~

2008-09-19T05:07:00.001-07:00

what a lovely sunset, best enjoyed with loved one..

Trial Highlights~!

2008-09-19T05:07:00.000-07:00

I dont have to say what this is about ;)

The performance video~

2008-08-21T05:36:00.000-07:00

SMKSBS Chinese Camp 19Aug 2008~

2008-08-21T04:16:00.000-07:00

OKAY, finally a big update lol, mm the first 3 pics was rehersal day and the whole chinese club commitee members were there preping up the stage and stuff. We..err I reached there in the morning at bout 7+ AM and meet up with the others, checked in and placed our stuff in our room (one of the classrooms) it wasnt that bad but because Sean/Zheng nam didnt bring the sleeping bags for me and himself we ended up building a hard uncomfy bed out of tables, later on there was the ice breaking session and were split into groups, me and chee fai waz placed in the SUI MU (jellyfish) group, there are 7 of us in the group until ka yan joined us later that day. There were lotsa games tho, mostly were ok but the water games were the best, my record was splashing 3 people in a row and man that was satisfying lol but i still got hit twice :/ anyway, night came and the club invited a fat/chubby guy whos favourite quote is "who am i? im spiderman"<.< he starts talking bout his life when he was thin/slim when he was in standard 3, he totally spoke in chinese and his english wasnt OK, the audience had to shout out at him to correct his mistakes lol the performing crew (me,chee fai and sean) went up to our rooms to prepare one last time before our performance..the performance would go well tho or so i thought until they told us bout "we are turning off the lights and use torchlights instead" then i gave then a "WTF" and so we jz did our thang, lets look at the bright side, at least no one would notice our mistakes if we did any ^^ our performance was followed on by performances from others dancing and singing crews then an encore by Jackie known for singing and night comes.. we were supposed to stay in our rooms but wth, rules are meant to be broken, literally lol alot of people stayed up all night some slept for a few hours and some slept and woke too early, but me, i slept at 4.30 woke at 5.30 then went around with mun hou in the dark, playing pranks on people who are asleep lol it was fun, it was bloody funny, especially see the reactions of the people XD i know its mean but hey, what else am i supposed to do when i cant sleep and there are lots of people/victims to lay our pranks on? were not the only one so i dont wanna tell what we did to avoid misunderstanding.. anyway this is goin too long, jz enjoy the vid and the pics..^^
preperations before camp

me playing around after rehersal
one of the games-look at what sean is doing.. the other games were all wet so no pics ><
HAHA Sean<- one of our pranks^^
-> Teo HAHA
-> kah yung, sleeping on chairs.. pity but funny

-> Kah Hoe, did the popping performance.. was he even sleeping lol?the crew's chinese names, the one on the most right is mine
-crew photos-

-Chee fai- his hair is a discipline teacher magnet^^
-Sean-
-Me-

our group got 2nd place in the games^^ jellyfish isnt so jelly after all XD
-closing ceremony photos-

-The Jellyfish group and our facilitator, kit yan in full white
-Photos after the show-
i wonder....

My side of Crisis Core~!

2008-08-10T03:59:00.000-07:00

IF u have a PSP, you have.. no, you MUST get your hand on a copy of Final Fantasy 7 Crisis Core. It was better than i expected, this event takes place right before the Advent Children chapter. You will start of as young Zack trying to make his way to become a 1st class SOLDIER and eventualy to become a hero. It has a long story line, it took me at least 12 hours to complete this game, full of action and a quite touching ending... 9/10 from me ^^ ive finished the game once and now doing it again in hard mode, my Zack stats are the following,

-lvl 33

equipped with

-hell blizzaga lvl3 +999% hp (dark firaga+dark thundaga)

-tri-fire mastered

-octaslash mastered

-chocobo stomp mastered

-zantetsuken
-elemental strike lvl3 +999% mp (through materia fusion)

-super ribbon

-divine slayer (took me a few hours to get this/kill the diety)

oh and awesome soundtracks too- OST are at the side!! ^^ enjoy

Random Shots~!

2008-08-02T22:18:00.000-07:00

The sky is not the limit, the sun is-

A new dawn-

Heaven's door-

Alvin's school silly-

Where plans are borned-

By -The Silent Author-

Blog Revival~!

2008-07-31T09:06:00.001-07:00

It is said there will be a solar eclipse coming up soon later today, 1st of aug and incidently, 1st of aug is also the day where the ghost festival of the chinese calender starts... there seems to be a little more than a coincidence to me, sounds like an omen if u ask me, i keep having a bad feeling about this..oh well, hope this day turns out fine and will get to view the eclipse here in Malaysia tho..

Track for Chinese Camp Performance~!

2008-07-31T09:06:00.000-07:00

>>>>>>Canon in D (EditedRemix)<<<<<<
Heres the track for the upcoming Chinese camp performance on 19Aug at Smk Seri Bintang Selatan~! updates on the event will be posted.

Amazing things DO happen~

2008-06-05T13:09:00.000-07:00

Amazing things happen by ~darkzdesire on deviant ART

How to install=

click on it and u will reach a site, look on the left side and download

put in the theme folder in ur phone and set it, done

(i left the standby image empty so u can fill ur own wallpaper)

-for Sony Ericsson 240x320 screen models only-

My art goes mobile~

2008-06-03T09:46:00.000-07:00

Heres what my stanby mode looks like, nothin much, jz for starters

Heres my main menu, changed the icons, the theme made by me

ah the best part, my media player XD fully functional yet amazing

and finally my screensaver :P
Programs used

-Photoshop cs2 (graphics)

-My theme creator (theme)

-FarManager (the menu icons)

i love to put art into my life~!

The real Me~

2008-05-31T14:15:00.000-07:00

Bored, jz some shots :P

Say hello to Tin Tin~!

2008-05-31T11:28:00.000-07:00

My uncle adopted this cute little puppy lately, i was over at his place today so i jz played with it a lil and took some pics of it ^^ it looks exactly jz like...0.0

My Desires~

2008-05-30T08:12:00.000-07:00

What im about to show you is items from my very short current wishlist,its very Unaffordable atm but i swear to whoever is it sitting up there that no matter what it takes,i will get my hands on these Beauties before i die... dont laugh, jz watch me fullfiull my dreams in a few years...ok 1st off, lets check out sumthin abit small, its the Vaio L serie computer!!!

Its definitely a masterpiece of art.. argh, next up is sumthin far more unaffordable ATM, the nissan Fairlady350Z, evry guys dream....0.0

Gosh could u look at it, man please come to papa, i will polish u evryday, get u chrome 24s, put u in a sexy body, power u up, cover u in sexy shiny paint, u name it.

Yet another holiday post~!

2008-05-27T21:52:00.000-07:00

Alot females envy my hands for some reason, i asked them why but i get a "idk, theyre jz nice", lol i get confused sometimes coz theres no reasoning to itso i brought my HAND here so let the world see it.. so what do u think?do i have girly hands? :X

4th day of holidays,10days left, time do fly lol, didnt sleep the day before then at 6am while im jz bout to fall asleep, Jia Liang buzzed and invited to go Midvalley for some fun. Had breakfast at MZ. While on the way there, i asked, "how are the gals goin?" he said "by car".. i was like wth?were takin public transport and they r takin a car? damn.. he jz said that it was full =.= reached there and watched a movie at 12pm, "What happens in Vegas" it was hilarious yet touching and Cameron Diaz is hot lol. Me and Jin Rui had a lil arguement on the popcorn that "I" bought lol we end up sharing with evryone ^^" after that, went for shopping for our prom attire, i already decided mine and im not telling :P did a lil window shopping, crashed at McDs and went home, got naked, took a bath and crashed in my beloved bed...zzZZ

Happy Birthday Nadya!!

2008-05-26T09:26:00.000-07:00

woke up at like 5pm today, damn tired, no reason and got a call from nadya.got invited to her BBQ party later at night, was kinda fun, had a lil marco-polo hide and seek game with Sheena as the seeker.. the guys, the gal here is the birthday gal

the gals, the tallest gal here is Sheena :)

Happy Teachers Day~!

2008-05-23T21:08:00.000-07:00

Ah its finally here, holidays and an update, these r pics of teachers day celebration at my school on the last day of school, we did a song performance titled when you look me in the eye by jonas brothers, the video is yet to come ><

Me playin around after the performance (bored)

Lester's drum set, hes the band drummer

some band pics from left, yee teng (singer), ming ern (guitarist), me (singer), lester (drummer)

happy holidays!!

The New musketeer~

2008-05-14T05:05:00.000-07:00

A warm welcome to the fifth musketeer lol, here is what my classmate did to the pic we took, hes new to phtotshop too and he has nothin better to do..

I totally pimped myself~! (accepting request read below)

2008-05-04T02:54:00.000-07:00

Nothing is impossible with Photoshop

This is one of the wonders of the amazing program^^

Want something like this? leave ur request in comments and

remember to leave a link to ur pic and indicate whatever colour

u desire~! ^^

My very own 1st and 2nd SIGS~!

2008-05-03T16:05:00.000-07:00

Smudging practice~

2008-05-02T22:39:00.000-07:00

I saw alot people doin sigs with this kinda style so i thought of learning it. Well this is my 1st try, and i added my own style instead of c4d in it ^^

Bryan and Gang~

2008-05-02T08:54:00.000-07:00

from left, Danyal-Me-Bryan-Sean

wasnt ready for this pic, thats y my hairstyle sucked lol

Introducing..

2008-04-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

5 Cendana

my dreadful yet humourous class from SMKSBS

Heres a name list of us

Alvin Lee-me

Bryan Poh- class cool dude a.k.a. shidiot

Cheryl Leong- the anime girl

Danyal Kushairi- da humour man a.k.a. beaner

Debaan viknesh- class gangsta

Goh Pei Ee

How Zheng Nam- me buddy a.k.a. sean/B*****

Joshua Ravind-class sleeper

Lai Ching Yean- class clown (the one being clowned!)

Lee Pak Ming- class dota pro

Lim Jee Ken- class shortie lol

Lim Kian Wee- the alien

Lim Ming Ern- anime freak+guitar boy

Low Chee Fai- wannabe

Michelle Yap-(if i said this i will be killed)

Nabilah

Natalie Foo

Nataneal-

Ng Li Hsia

Nurul Afiqah

Rashedah

Siti Nuradibah

Tai Hui Jing

Wan Nur Atika

Wong Kai Li

Yap Jia Zhen

i entered this blog in the inter school competition, jz hope for the best. im speechless already

Just done~!

2008-04-24T09:29:00.000-07:00